Sometimes the impact of the incident doesn't set in immediately, for me, it set it after three days and after I was back in the familiar surrounding.
I had possibly read and re-read his mail to her more than 20 times in the three days, sometimes expecting the unexpected, trying to decode as if there was some hidden message. But unfortunately there was none! It was a clear and simple message. He needed her despite me being there and he needed her more than anything. It slowly sunk in, he didnt care how I felt or what I felt and the sooner I accepted it, the faster it will be over for me.
I had possibly read and re-read his mail to her more than 20 times in the three days, sometimes expecting the unexpected, trying to decode as if there was some hidden message. But unfortunately there was none! It was a clear and simple message. He needed her despite me being there and he needed her more than anything. It slowly sunk in, he didnt care how I felt or what I felt and the sooner I accepted it, the faster it will be over for me.
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