Resonating thoughts

What's worse, new wounds which ...are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again. Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want. I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does. Each of us represents a star in the sky.Sometimes we shine with the rest,sometimes we twinkle alone,& sometimes.. when we least expect it.. we fall &...

I stared at the walls not entirely blank but I just could not figure out what exactly was I thinking about you..all I knew was only this that I was still thinking about you.But what, I myself didn't know..just your images roamed infront of my eyes. Somewhere calculating or maybe trying to understand, why despite trying so hard I can never hate you,can't keep you out of my thoughts.And for once I was failing to understand myself. To think about you it doesn't hurt anymore but a queer feeling stirs inside me. Nah, its not my stomach churning, its just something indescribable..I have no definition to it. I wanted answers to so many questions as they remain a mystery in my mind. Each day as I go through my day some incident or the other will refresh your existence in my mind. I though no longer feel any pain to think of you but your existence just doesn't want to diminish and then vanish from my life. I avoid haunting the places which holds your space but something will lea...

"I've come to a conclusion that,if things turned out the way you wanted them to..is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. The important thing is:not to be bitter over life's diappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that each day won't be sunny. But when you find yourself - lost in the darkness of despair, Remember, that its only in the black of night that you can see the stars. And those stars, will lead you home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes; to stumle and fall. Because most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing things that scare you the most" Coach Whitey(OTH)

As I lay awake late at night in my bed,I can hear the rain pour.The monsoon seems to have arrived. The sweet smell of wet mud drifts into my room and amidst the swirling noise of the fan I can also hear the trees swing,swish and swoosh with the wind. My mind is endlessly working on various thoughts and memories... of what could have been, what can be done and yet I'm trying to focus to only on any one of the thoughts. Restless and irritated, I sit up and place my feet on the cold concrete and then slowly walk towards the window. The yellow street lights today seems to be shining brighter in its grey surrounding.The midnight blue of the night has hidden the greenery and all that I can see from my window is the light bouncing against all the concrete forms; depicting even the shape and direction of the rain drops before they settle on the ground.

I wanted to hear you for the one last time before the legalities and the moralities would divide us. I wanted to tell you everything, before you would misunderstand me all over again. I wanted you to understand me one last time. I simply just wanted you to hear me without misjudging me. Its usually a switched off mode your phone is on or when it rings you choose not to answer it anymore.I left a few messages before also on your inbox-mailbox and where ever I could touch base with you. You remained out of touch and beyond my reach. By the time you return, everything will change. Change that will be beyond change. Only if once you would hear me out.