Resonating thoughts

Sometimes the impact of the incident doesn't set in immediately, for me, it set it after three days and after I was back in the familiar surrounding. I had possibly read and re-read his mail to her more than 20 times in the three days, sometimes expecting the unexpected, trying to decode as if there was some hidden message. But unfortunately there was none! It was a clear and simple message. He needed her despite me being there and he needed her more than anything. It slowly sunk in, he didnt care how I felt or what I felt and the sooner I accepted it, the faster it will be over for me.

The sense of loss is the most unexpressive sense we are possessed with. No matter how many tears we shed, how much we ignore our feelings, it always lingers in us, around us. No expression is the best expression to express how much we miss the person gone. When every waking hour, or dream or action engulfs you with the reminder, even then the feeling seems less. Nothing we do or did can express it than just the presence of the person. That is my friend – the sense of loss !