Resonating thoughts

After you left this time.. I didn't cry.. neither did I bite myself the pillow to check if it still hurts or wait in hope of your call.I didn't chose to call anyone and lament about how you once again betrayed me.This time I just sat quite...or rather choose to do so... You choose to leave without a goodbye.. just a text that blinked in the early hours of morning while I was deep in my sleep to inform me you'll be gone before I would wake up. I don't chose to throw out your thoughts out of mind.. they will stop occurring one fine day..just as they had similarly the last time.I can't pretend to be happy cause I know I'm not at the moment, the feeling of betrayal is yet to sink unto me & if it has, I'm yet to decide how exactly should I feel about you. You have chosen to vanish but I'm surrounded by your belongings in my mind.. in my sphere of life. You surreal presence still lingers on, despite not wanting to feel it around anymore. You don...

As the TV silently blinked in the dark room emitting it with blue & white light.. My mind flashed thoughts of you. It was half twelve and everything around me was quiet and sultry, yet I felt cold and wanted your arms around.. to comfort me.. to tell me all can be undone..... Been a while since I have seen you.A cold room with floral bed sheet and a study table often passes through my head. Visions of you looking out at the horizon as the sun sets plays in my head. Don't remember the last time I spoke to you or heard your voice.. the cryptic sound of call being disturbed still repeats itself in my ears & in errie silence its this white noise that brings back your far-distant bleakly heard voice... The little wooden camel with a moving head,the glass doll and stacks of books - all once a part of yuor world are always omnipresnet in me... The warm-cool smell that would linger on for days, still finds its way back to tell me you might be still around... somewhere Sea..Mountain...