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The worse is yet to come!

Thought I had seen it all...seen the worse that life could show...from being left with a day's choice of being penniless when you just have a day to pay your college fees or live without a grad certificate...from running from pillar to post to just survive, surviving with parents for whom I was only a bane with no-future to being struck in a loveless abusive relation...I thought I had seen it all.
But I guess, life has its own way of hitting back on you, on telling you ..."the show isn't over yet"

My friends/acquaintances(to be more precise) think I can never make up my mind..I want it all at one go..not sure of what I want. However, the truth remains...like them I too beg to finally need to see the silver lining in the cloud that floats over my life.

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